Monday, November 8, 2010

*a journey of lights*

the weekend has come to an end indeed. as i took my last gulp of vodka last saturday night, i decided to put an end to my misery. it is indeed true when they say you feel what you want to feel. happiness is achievable when you wish to think of happy thoughts, and you flail in depression when you let a downpour of horrid moments fill your life with nonchalant tragedies and sappy stories.

life is what we make it of. as you all know, i have just gone through hell during my birthday. the pain of sorrow regards to losing a love you thought is bound for eternity, it is hard. the hardest i have ever felt indeed.

anyway, moving on is despair's greater cousin.

the sun is rising and i bid farewell to you B. thats the last drop of love that i'll ever give you. the pain is over and i can say i have officially started to forget you. this immortalizes you in my life yet only figments of lucid thoughts remain...

i scream patience and virtues of love and sanity. i am almost there, i will get there and you will no longer be part of this wonderful life i live...

i will be honest, i loved you whole heartedly, and the end is the end.

i wish somewhere along the lines of friendship i would see you...

today, i embark on a bigger journey. a journey to build a very special relationship i lost in loving you...

my relationship to myself...

anyway, goodnight biatches.
P